kiariffxi

I honestly don't know where to begin. From what people get to ready alot has happened this year and it just keeps getting worse. Recently this have gone from bad to worse. In the ffxi world my b/f who is the leader of NuDawn has had a bit of a falling out. This linkshell means so much to him and he puts all he can into taking care of it. Some choices were made and people didn't agree with them and he took the blame for something many people did. He left his linkshell and he is what it seems ok but this is only a small part of his problems. See not only does he get flamed by his own ls that he has done so much for he get flamed on other public forums. And yet there is so much more to his life than people know. People are mad at him for needing a break in the game or seeming distant... can't a person take a break to deal with real life issues? Are people really going to make him choose between the game and his ill g/f? or even the fact that he too is ill? My b/f and I recently as in this weekend lost something very dear and it was painful. He can't even take time from the game to try to face the fact of what he has lost and its killing me. I was beyond ill that weekend that NuDawn lost their very devoted leader who was beside me trying to deside weither I was needing emergency room or if the pain I was in was just normal what the situation. So people make mad choices... should we hate them for ever? Flame them publicly amoung others in the ls? People do need to learn this is just a game. Just remember people.. real life > game.
I'll leave you with this thought...

-I'm sorry to hear what has happened to this game and I'm sorry that the game has been brought to this. I remember when farming for sky or camping Ulli was one of the easier things to do. How placing in your search comment that you were @ a certain camp kept others from trying to come steal your hard work. What ever happened to that? The respect. Or all the new ways of cheating in this game... wtf... Are people so ignorant to claiming that they have to use programs to do it for them? Where's the fun in that. To steal a mob or to make a mob spike flail on a ls is where I think the line is drawn in the game. This game is just a game. No one is going to die or anything if they don't get claim on a NM, maybe there ego might get busted but its not going to hurt anyone. Weither what NuDawn did was right or wrong... it’s not my place to really say but I will say this; with all the cheating and stealing among the HNM ls going on I don't see what is so wrong with NuDawn doing it back. This game is the disappointment not NuDawn. Its so sad so few people are left that play this game by the true rules. Several people were hurt by this, NuDawn members, Wizardry members, and even people out side of these ls so can we stop bashing people and respect that people are trying to make up for this. I know my post isn't going to change all the cheating or the disrespect but maybe it will make people think. I'm sorry this happened to people and I'm truly sorry this game has been brought to this.-

<3 Kiari

I think my title explains it all. Well today was just another day for me. I'm sick... again and I just relaxed around the house till everyone (my static) got home so we could run and xp. We just get to camp when I see this /tell from Yuriku... "Did 'your b/f' get my /tell?" I didn't really want to respond b/c I knew it would start something but I feared that if I didn't Yuriku would continue at it. So I ask my bf if he's getting the /tells and he says yes. I explain to Yuriku that he is recieving them but doesn't wish to respond. Then Yuriku starts with this shit about Seifyr (sp). Saying how can NuDawn take in someone that steals. How NuDawn can take in someone like that... that it was rude of them to "insult" Vibe that way. I don't have this part SS b/c I was xping at the time and Yuriku and I were fighting so I wasn't able to SS this. So I'll try to be as honest as I possibly can. So from there on out Yuriku keeps telling me how could I let that happen and how wrong it was to support a thief .. shit like that. I was beginning to get all stressed out with trying to keep my party alive and having to deal with Yuriku so yeah I got rude. I mean who wouldn't. I kept explaining to Yuriku that I'm not a NuDawn member nor an officer that she/he has no right at all to be yelling at me for this. That I do not have any say in what they do. I mean I just keep asking her/him to leave me alone. Yuriku says ok I'm blisting you etc... so I was like "thank you!" then a few minutes later here they come again! "How can you be supporting a thief? That is so wrong" etc... OMG do I have to put this is "I'm a retard" language? I AM NOT THE LEADER OF NUDAWN I HAVE NO SAY IN WHAT THEY FUCKING DO! I say it over and over again to just leave me alone that she/he is upsetting me ... and they just keep coming!!!!!! I'm just tired of this. I normally wouldn't post something so public about people but Yuriku asked for this. I tried to be nice and she/he wants to keep doing this. Fine I'll deal with it. I started my own ls, its called Trinity and I am slowly getting members. People who are kind and actually care about what others actually are going through. My ls is going to be about the members and what they are needing. We are starting out as a social that might later once we get more members start doing more endgame things like kirin and gods etc. Its all about the FUN! Our welcome event will be a lvl 1 no weapon alliance on killing Bubbling Burnie (sp) fun fun! If anone would like a pearl just ask me for one I'm in game alot. <3
I in the process of the stressful shit with Yuriku and my party was able to get just a SS of the end of our conversation. Basicly its where I'm asking her/him to stop and her/him basicly saying no. I'm sorry for having to come to this to get relief from Yuriku but it has to be done for me to continue playing this game. I'm sorry if this offends people all I ask is for people to realize what their leader is doing. How rude and disrespectful she/he is. Yuriku had no right to speak to me the way she/he did when I was "wrong for needing a break" and how its all my fault that NuDawn took in Seifyr.... yep its my fault my nephew died, its my fault that I needed a break to deal with the death, its my fault that Vibe kicked Seifyr for "stealing", its my fault he applied to NuDawn and its my fault everyone voted him in. Yep my fault.

/sigh

<3 Kiari

Ps! if you notice Spelling problems specially in your private PM got to excuse me lol its 4 am :P

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Today is gonna be a good day. Its my boyfriends nephews birthday and I'm extremely excited to get to see him and the twins. I haven't seen them or his family for about 3 weeks so this will be a nice change. I miss seeing all my nieces and nephews so I try to spend as much time as I can playing with kids. I have a rather large family one so large it might shock people. Lets see I have 2 sisters from my mom's first marriage, 1 sister and 1 brother from my dad's first, then when my parents got married they had me and my sister (up to 5 so far)then my dad... well lets just say he was a "bad guy" and created another babby brother for me who is Thai .... and from over the past 4 years he has had 2 more boys... so I have a total of 8 brothers and sisters... haha and that's not it. I have one sister in her late 20's that has 2 kids and a set of twins, 1 sister again in her late 20s that has 9 kids, 1 sister around 25 that has 1, and my sister who is 23 has 2 rug rats (3 if you count her son that recently passed away)... large family no? Its nice to have such a large family b/c you will always have someone to love but my family isn't really the nicest people. I would have to say that I like them alot more since I moved to St Louis :P Maybe my newly found love for kids would have to come from me missing my first niece names katy. She was one of the cutiest babies I have ever seen. She was the first girl out of 4 boys and man is she a spoiled brat ... all because her Aunt NeeNee (me) made her that way. Hey I'm alowed to :D
Ok back to my "new rug rats" the twins and Loganator! He's called Loganator b/c he is unstoppable. He's got these HUGE brown eyes that can make you melt and its like he knows that and he uses them to his advantage. He speaks some of the funniest baby talk I have ever heard and I've heard alot but its cute. Then we have the twins... and let me say GEORGOUS!!!! They are only 6 and they are show stoppers. Just amazing children. So well behaved, so georgous, and just perfect from what I see. When I first met the kids the twins didn't like me much they were being shy, but Loganator fell in love with me the minute he saw me. Its was like this little 2 year old kids was flirting with me... He just felt at home near me I guess. Took the twins a good month or 2 to get used to me which kind of sucked b/c everyone knows how little girls are suppose to be spoiled by the "extended family" and if they couldn't warm up to me then I couldn't spoil them but taking them out or anything. ;( Its nice that I've bonded with my b/fs family so well but I can't help but to wish for my own family. Not to force anything on my b/f and I but guess that's just the mother in me coming out since I dont get to be around kids as much. Maybe I'm just missing all the rug rats back home. But who knows what next year has in store for me >.> :O..... Guess you just have to keep reading ... HAHA... now dont let your mind run away with you just yet. No I don't have any buns in the oven.. not for a while atleast but its something nice to think about. Well I have to be off to hte party...

<3 Kiari

All right... Where to begin.... Ok so yesterday (Saturday) I was in Sea Serpant Grotto with my b/f farming stuff for my opo-opo crown when I noticed that Charby was being kitted around the first pond where all the fishing bots are. It was being held by 4 JP members and they weren't doing so hot... so I knew I could get claim and sent Yuriku a /tell asking if anyone from Vibe wanted to come get Charby. After a few minutes Yuriku said that Elyshia wanted her and that she was otw. When I noticed that me (75blm) my b/f (74smn) and Elyshia (61ish whm) couldn't take charby on my b/f the leader of NuDawn called for help to his ls and they came running full force. I stole claim on Charby and NuDawn started kicking her ass. @ around 10%- Elyshia shows up in SSG and it was felt that since she didn't have anything to do with the kill that it wasn't fair to let her lot. So she was booted from the party. I told her I was very sorry and told her I would help her kill Charby next time but I a few minutes later start to get a /tell from Yuriku saying "what is going on down there?" I explained what happened with Elyshia and all of a sudden out of no where Yuriku says "if you are not going to be in the ls for over 70% of the time I can not have you as a member of the ls." But heres the catch... 3 weeks ago I made a public post on the Vibe Forums that I was dealing with my nephews funeral, my neices heart issues and other things that I needed to take some time off from the game/ls to face these issues. But for some reason Yuriku starts telling me that other members of the ls are "pissed" that I haven't been at raids. After a few harsh words mostly on my half (said fuck 2 times) I told Yuriku to give me a sec to get in the ls and try to clearify why I wasn't in game or in the ls. So I ran to Norg and got my shell and began to say... "Ok ok I hear that some of you are upset b/c yall miss me so much. I thought I should hop on and clearify why I haven't been in the ls." So I ran through in detail what was going on with my family and stuff and basicly everyone started asking why I was telling them all this. I continued to say "I was being told in /tells by someone (i wouldn't reveal who it was) that I had upset some people by being gone and I wanted to make things right" I screen started getting SPAMMED with /tells by several officers asking whom this person was. I didn't want to reveal but I did to etre b/c I wanted the situation corrected. So basicly I said in ls that if I was going to be disrespected for wanting to take a break from the game to deal with a death in my family then the ls isn't worth it. I then took my pearl off and had a long conversation with Etre. I sent him screen shots of the conversation with Yuriku and he agreed that Yuriku was in the wrong to a degree. That she had a right to be concerned about members of the ls not being in the ls. But I didn't understand why I was introuble for needing a break to deal with a fucking death.... am I wrong for asking for that? In the past 3 weeks I have been in and out of the game and when the new expansion came out I did get back in game and I WAS in the ls talking to everyone about the new jobs and even asking for help on the jobs by several members. But I guess that wasn't enough for Vibe to not be pissed off at me. So I posted on their forums that I was leaving the ls and the reason I was leaving was b/c of the disrespect I got for needing a break. Yuriku posted "... bye and now you can be at your b/fs ls events and not be torn between the 2 ls" (something along that line) I feel the reason Yuriku is pissed is b/c she thinks I have been giving NuDawn the NMs over Vibe. Which is completely faulse. If I had given Charby to NuDawn then why would I call about Vibe to help when NuDawn came with like 10+ members? I have never given NuDawn any of the NMs ... only time I had or would ever give them to NuDawn would be if Vibe didn't want it or could supply the members to take it down. I am pissed about this situation and the disrespect I got for needing to take a break. To prove my point that I'm not wrong about this shit I am very very tempted to post the SS of the conversations with Yuriku. It is retarded that I couldn't have a break when I had a REAL reason to need it. I mean Yoro, Pops, EVEN Yuriku takes breaks from the ls but of course when I need one I get this shit. I'll work on trying to figure out how to convert the SS so I can post them on this journal page. I want people to see how rude people of Vibe are.

Thanks bunches for listening to my situation... and if you agree or disagree to my situation can you please post on my journal. Thanks.

<3 Kiari

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Those are the SS of the conversation. Maybe the point of how its wrong for me to get introuble for not being there due to the family issues I have can be seen here. How a person dealing with what I'm dealing with gets to be treated by vibe.

Well not much has been going on just been working my butt off @ work and trying to get this order out so we could relax a little bit. We recently got a new bed... a sleep number and I would have to say that yes they are worth all the money you pay for them. I have never felt so comfortable in my life. I have to force myself out of bed ... on weekends too. Yeah I know that goes for most people but I mean really I moved a tv to the bedroom so my b/f and I could stay in bed as long as we want. :P Today I woke up with the worst pain in my neck ... I couldn't even move and I still can't. Its a massive crick in the neck and its kicking my ass. Not sure if I want to go hop back in bed and try to sleep this pain away or if I should stay up and try to work it out. I don't know but this does suck.... Well... I haven't been in game much lately been too busy with work and trying to get other things done. I did xp on Sunday and got brd to 52 which is nice. Got all my af done and ready to use too bad the only pieces I'm looking forward to wearing are my pants and hat b/c they are cute! (such a girl comment huh?) Screw the rest of the af lol. Meh... think I'll take a hot bath and try to work out this pain. Maybe I'll have more stuff to chat about on next post!

<3 Kiari

So today started like a normal day... woke up and logged in the game to head up to Kirin room to help the ls kill Kirin. What they slowly learned was NuDawn too was doing a Kirin run x3 there for we all had to share. So to speed up the killing time and to keep it from taking the entire day with all the kirins NuDawn offered to kill the Mini Gods that Kirin summons at the beginning. It sounded like a really great idea and it completely made since to let them do it. I mean not like the mini gods drop anything so there isn't any point in us wasting the time to kill them in the first place. Well when the plan was announced over Vibe ls people had a problem with it. OK OK.... I understand where these people were coming from but with as many people leaving early and not staying it really really seemed like the best idea. People made some rather offensive comments towards others and I found it rather rude. Why do people have to talk bad about others that are just simply trying to help? Trying to make our lives easier? Why can't all the ls respect each other? I'm not bitching nor talking down on anyone but all it was was simply people trying to help so that we could all get Kirin done and not have it take up our entire weekend... people do have lives outside the game or things more pressing to get to ... So can we next time take the help and not complain? Weren't we all taught: Treat others the way you would want to be treated... right? Kirin ended up going pretty well... NuDawn was kind enough to even R3 our dead so our 2 (yeah 2...) whm could do the more important things. Congrats to Doan on cloth and Alaula on Osode... and congrats to who got W. Legs (sorry was blanking out at that point). Did good everyone.

<3 Kiari

Well the title can mainly speak for itself. It has been a rather sad and hard week. I mean my time here in St Louis has been great and I'm enjoying myself alot but back home things have gone really bad. My mom had back surgery last week and she is doing ok. She's not in any more pain but she will be unable to actually do things or go out for 6 weeks. One of my sisters, Lacy, who is only 14 months older than me (I'm 22) has 2 children. A little boy who is 4 and a little girl who is only 7 months old. She got pregnant again rather fast and was having difficulty carring the baby. Doctors told her that she can't have this baby but can't ... well you can figure it out... that she had to carry the baby as far as her body can take it then give birth to it. Doctors warned her that the baby wouldn't live and that once she reached 21 weeks that by law she has to have a funeral for the baby (duh who wouldn't have a funeral for a baby) but the point is that by law that is classified as an actual baby meaning she would actually have to burry her child.... that is a huge difference than having a miscarriage. So to make a long story short she was 5 almost 6 month pregnant and she went into labor on Saturday (April 1) and had the baby. It was a baby boy she named him Chase and he lived for an hour and half. She got to hold him and everything then @ 2 am he died..... yeah... died... ?!?!?!?!?!?! Shitty no? On Tuesday they had the furneral for the baby on Tuesday and no one bothered to let me know so I could fly back and be with the family... yeah shitty also... My sister is doing so bad that my mom keeps having to go to Chase's grave @ night to pull my sister off the grave.... ; ; That's just not fair... having to carry a baby that far to term just to have it live for an hour then die.... I want to go back home so bad to see my family but I don't want to go alone and my b/f can't go with me his company is so damn busy. Its not fair, just when I'm happy and everything is going so well things have to go shitty at home.

<3 Kiari

Those are 3 words that could explain this weekend. All last week I had been planning this HUGE romantic get away for my b/f and I. Something to get away from the stress of work and the stress of this game. To be waited on hand and foot and never have to get out of bed. So I got us the "Perfect Romance" package and room @ The Westin here in St. Louis. One of the nicest hotels here with the best view; the new stadium that is being built. The day began with him getting up to go to work and me running around like a chicken with her head cut off making sure everything was going the way I had wanted. We went to see V for Vendetta which was an ok movie. At first I didn't understand a damn thing about the movie till the end when everything was explained. Not the kind of movie I would normally like but if you are a guy that likes action movies and a bit of mystery then you would like this movie. I guess it was more of a let down b/c we had just saw a few days ago Inside Man which was fucking awesome!!!! Then we went to eat at our favorite resturant Macaroni Gril and then the fun really began. We arrived @ The Westin grab our key and went up to the room. I had them dim the lights and put rose pedals all over the room, bed, bathroom etc. Roses were in a vase on the table and the bed was turned down... just perfect. The look on his face was completely priceless. We walked around our HUGE hotel room and then headed into the bathroom, the shower was the size like 6' X 7' O.O and the tub was about the same. Everything was stainless steal in the bathroom and the bathroom itself was the size of a small bedroom. Now the best part... the bed. They call it "The Heavenly Bed" and its got a patent and everything. The bed is just what they say... Heaven. It was all white with like 7 layers of sheets or down duvet sets or something so when you layed on the bed it was like a damn cloud. So just as he thought that was it for the room and package the room service comes knocking on the door... she comes in with Champagne and chocolate covered strawberries... they were so sweet it was to die for! After enjoying the champagne and strawberries I surprised him with the fact that the next morning we get to be woke by breakfast in bed :D SWEETS! We ended up spending the rest of the night in bed watching tv or doing "other things" :P It was so relaxing that we really hated having to leave and come back home but its ok was worth every second. Maybe now that I'm not so busy planning this stuff you'll see more of me in the game.

<3 Kiari

All right! Not much has happened in my life lately besides getting brd to 47! WOOT! Ballad II Here I COME!!!! I wont feel so gimp then! Any who! My b/fs linkshell faught Kirin x3 and kicked his ass! They took Kirin down in 30 min each fight... wicked huh? My b/f was so excited that he talked about it all day and night long... even in some of our more intimate moments O.o What else? Oh we got a rather shit xp party started yesterday. It was a "not shit seeking so we will toss what we can together" party and around 11:00 pm we got some very sweet JP players to join us. I was like "Party Do you need it?" then once I got the first JP player to join from there on out I was like "Party Do you need it? Japanese Party Member X1" lol it worked! by the end of the night we were 4 of 6 JP party! I'm good no?

Writing these really makes me see that I need some excitment in my life.. well some that I can talk about at least O.O After next weekend I'll have more to talk about just right now I'm planning a surprise! So that means next weekend I won't be in game!

<3 Kiari

I've hit a few bumps in the road lately and they have tossed me a curve ball that needs to be taken care of. I miss my family alot and I would love to see them but I really don't want to go alone. My b/f is working so hard its making him sick and he needs a break so bad. Maybe I'll try to do something for him. More on that some other time.

I again had a crazy lvling time on Wed. We started xping around 7:30 went to Yhoat crystal with nin, thf, sam, war, rdm (b/f) and brd (me) and had a crazy time. Around 10:00 we had to get a few new members and then we went to Western Altepa and fought beetles... started as lvl 38 and got to 41... pretty damn nice right? Man is a rdm brd nin set up wicked! Completely unstoppable! I'll be lvling again Friday night if b/f isn't sick if anyone wants to tag along just look for me and I'll let you know if we have room.

Maybe something intresting will happen to me over the weekend and I can have more interesting things to talk about but that's basicly it. Just been having shitty xp parties on my blm and kick ass ones on my brd.... shouldn't it be the other way around? Shouldn't the lvl 75's be the better of the parties? meh! Well see everyone in game!

OH! If you read these then leave me comments I like knowing people are getting to know me! And HI OPIE!!!! /wave

<3 Kiari

I don't have a topic for today. I haven't been up to that much just been playing the game like crazy and trying to keep my mind from going crazy with all the things that come next. Seems like all I do is play the game, go to work, clean the apartment, cook (which I love), try to spend time with my boyfriend or sleep due to the fact that I'm always sick and the thing that tops it all off is the one thing I really enjoy most of all I can't do with out feeling like shit for wanting to do it. See I'm one of those people that when I fall in love I love with my entire heart ... not with part of it, not just a little.. I mean every single ounce of me goes into showing the person I love that I do infact love them. I'll cook, clean, wait on them hand and foot, when they are sick I make them homemade soup, bring them their meds, etc. I also like to do the romantic things... and I love to cuddle... well doesn't every girl? Any who, the reason I fell in love with my boyfriend is b/c he's the same way but due to the fact that we are always sick (I think we are passing it back and forth) I can't do those things. :( I also miss my family alot. My mom is going in for an operation, and incase you haven't noticed... HAHA my sister just had a baby on Valentines day and I want to see her so bad. I miss all my nieces and nephews would love to see how they are doing and how they are growing. I also want to put my b/f through the fun of meeting the parents minus my father >.< He too is someone I miss dearly to bad he's such an ass and he would never wish to see me again. Sad thing is... if I get married whos gonna walk me down the isle? One thing people need to realize about me is I'm not normal in the since that I don't have the loving family nor the things that come from having those things. I have me and I live my life for that. I feel people are lucky to get to meet me, be loved by me or have the pleasure of getting to know me and I don't say this to be cocky or what ever, I say this b/c you will never meet someone more loyal or more willing to give you the shirt off her back if doing so would help. I don't have much to offer but love.. and what's better than that? Imo.. nothing. My family is a bit "crazy" and they are "lost" or too busy with their own drama to realize what they are missing, but I love them despite the bad things they have done and I do miss them (all though I won't admit that to them). Maybe if they to get their heads out of their asses then they can meet the one thing I love more than life and see the joy that he brings me and possibly the things he and I might have in the future.

All right.. enough of the "lets get to know Kiari better" the past few days I have been lvling like crazy on my mnk and my brd. Lets see with 2 X 7ish hour seccions of xp on my mnk I got from lvl 20 to 33 pretty nice huh? /clap! And Last night in abour 6 hours I got brd from 33- 38... SWEETS!!!!!! Got my b/f's redmage from 20-38.. nice we are gonna static and have a lot of fun. The funny thing is we are Pling ourselves with a 75 whm... lol... we have my laptop going with my character, the PC going with his and the PS2 going with the PL.. now that is a sight to see :D
Seeing as how I have ranted enough see yall in game!
<3 Kiari

WOW! I was heading to bed last night and was like... "I haven't posted on my journal in a few days." I forgot with all this busy few days. Last time I posted we had just made a go at Jorgy and did a rather good job. Now I have had the birthday party for the twins and had a very health dose of the cutiest kids you could ever see. Makes me want to scoop me up a couple :D We had to leave early b/c my b/f got sick and I wanted to take him home to baby him. Yeah I spoil him to death. Then Saturday we went to see our Lofts and for those of you who don't know my b/f and I bought some lofts and are currently having them built. We are extremely excited and can't wait for them to be done. There are so many things that we need to plan/buy/change on the loft floor plans or what we want in them that we have no clue where to begin LOL. I have several pics for yall hope yall enjoy them but basicly we have the "raw" shots of the empty space that is being cleaned out and changed and then you have the show room one. We like alot of the things that they did in the show room but we are changing the tub and placing a huge corner tub and one with a spa in it if I get a say which I will :D And other small things are gonna be changed. The closets are gonna be built of wood removable shelves and stuff and same as the wash room. Since my step father does wood working for a living so he's gonna build it all for us. I'll get yall more pics as things get done but don't expect much the are no where near done and won't be done till next year in the Spring. Well that's my life as of right now just busy making sure things are getting done and trying to get over this nasty cold I have.
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Today was a very very exciting day. Skipped work that was rather fun and I stayed home baking yummy food for my b/f. I tasted all of it as I baked and ended up making myself sick... :D Hey that's part of the job right? Later in the day Vibe decided to go after Jorgy. After a few failed attempts I am very pleased to say that we got the hang of the strat and were able to get some dmg on him, but due to the time and the fact that its a work night we decided to call it quits and try again later. I am so very proud of how everyone worked together and did their jobs. It shows just how great a ls vibe is going to be. Not saying it isn't a kick as ls but now we are gonna be able to say "Jorgy Too Weak" LOL! Its late and I have to go to work tomorrow so I got to say what I wanted to say. So night!

<3 Kiari

Man has it been a crazy few days and its just gonna stay that way for a few. Lets see its been a bit awhile since I last posted and there is a lot to update everyone about. Tuesday was a day that made going into work a bit sour. I won't go into the entire thing but lets just say that someone got rather pissed at some stuff and started yelling at everyone. After work we went to pick up some presents for the twins and get a few items we needed for the apt. The gifts we got are so cute and I'm so excited for the twins. I really can't wait till Friday when I get to see all the kids. Logan is one of the most adorable children I have ever seen. He makes you want to grab him and kiss him to death :D I hope when I have kids that they turn out as beautiful as my b/f's sisters kids. Now for Wed. I had the first party of the week to go to. My b/fs best friend turned 30 so we had a surprise party for him. His wife tried so hard to have it perfect and to shock him but it didn't work out that way. Basicly he knew the entire time and the minute he opens the door instead of us yelling surprise... he does. LOL! We had alot of fun and there was alot of drinking going on... and it kind of sucked being the only one that was sober but hey if you don't drink then you don't drink. We left around 11:30 to come home and relax. Today, Thursday, is my "day off" I decided to stay home from work to do some cleaning and to just be lazy :P then tomorrow I have the birthday party for the twins. Man am I excited to see them; I just love kids. Ok time to go log in the game and find something to do.
<3 Kiari

Gonna be a short entry but basicly I went to work with b/f today and had alot of fun. Normally when I go in I run these huge machines that place these pieces and I do all kinds of other stuff to them... etc. Well today I got all my work done rather fast so I went to help my b/f's mom she placed me with his dad who is one of the funniest men you could ever meet. He's extremely knowledgeable and a really cool person to chat with but basicly today I was just doing assembly work on some parts for him. So here's how it went... I would place this face plate on this board and then this other part (don't ask me what the parts are called b/c I don't know LOL I just know where they go) then I would pass them to him and he would put the nuts and bolts on... Mom told him that he better give me more work to do other wise he wouldn't be able to keep up with me. He laughed at her and told her "I can keep up she won't be that fast." Show's how well he knows me LOL! I ran circles around him and started to do his job and my job just to pick on him. After hours of laughing at him I started to make plugs for his mom and that's basicly just soldering wires to a outlet plug... I love to solder. I'm not going to lie I'm not the best solder but for not having any really training or practice I do rather good. I've only soldered a few times before but that is one of my more favorite things to do @ work. I think I get to do that again tomorrow and then i get to go pick up a few more items for the twins birthday. Other than that I just came home and did some dishes then I'll be going and passing out; while b/f camped Ulli. Well that was my day and sorry no pics today but I'll get more of something soon.. maybe more games... if yall like :D
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Damn its a hot day. Today was one of those days that you wish you could just sleep away. Lets see how did my day start, well I was woke up around 9:00 am to my b/f going to camp a certain NM (sorry can't reveal which due to the fact that he's in a HNM ls and so am I and we have to respect each others ls.) Fell back asleep shortly after he got out of bed and I woke up to help with Simurgh didn't get claim so retarded gil sellers got it. MPK {Can I have it?} I logged shortly after bc ... you guessed it yet again I was feeling sick. Can't understand why I can't kick this cold. I've tried everything and nothing has worked. Atleast I can say I'm feeling a little better. Because I was feeling icky and wanted to eat something that would make me feel better and that my b/f would enjoy eating so I made Homemade Chicken soup. YUM! And later did some laundry... but here's the kicker.. its not just doing laundry here... Its going down 7 flights of stairs or taking a shitty as elevator that MIGHT stop on your floor if you hold your breath just right. Don't get me wrong its very nice apts. but they are old and just remodeled. So the elevators are like 100 years old and omg... lets just say I pray when I go to get in the damn things. This apt. complex used to be an old motel so it has one of those set ups and depending which one you got is how large your sinks and shit are... ready to laugh? My kitchen is the size of a kicken table and thats including the stove/oven and my sick is 1 foot by 6inch... I SHIT YOU NOT! Other than the kitchen I really enjoy staying here. Plus not really worth paying so much money for something when you are currently having new houses built. Just thought that would be something to make everyone laugh :D The real reason we picked this place to stay in till our houses are built is because we are like 3 blocks away so we can go see the progress on them any time we want. ^^ Next week is gonna be a busy week for me. Tomorrow I might not be in game due to the fact that I have to go shopping for my b/f nieces birthdays (turning 6 and TWINS!!!... awww) and then Wed is a friend of ours birthday then Friday is the actually party for the twins then that weekend is St. Patties weekend... sleep when? I'll be on as much as I can and help out as much as I can. I just hope all the running around next week doesn't stop me from healing from this cold. Its late and I "want" to go to work tomorrow (incase yall don't understand what "want" means ... I don't have to work I just choose to go with my b/f to his company and lend a hand when I get bored.) I wish everyone good times and I'll type more tomorrow.
<3 Kiari
Ps. Just like I promised... move pics of the new baby! Maybe if I get lucky in a few years I can have my own? :P

Found a game. Hit the penguin as far as you can. Use your mouse on the bear with club and click when penguin gets in range. Have fun.

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/penguinswing.html

Today started off as a bad day. I was unable to sleep and with being sick that's a very bad thing. I went to the parade and had alot of fun but didn't drink... I don't like to. Got home just in time to help with DM and I would have to say that was a very fun fight; a few deaths but fun. Other than DM I'm not doing much in game but my home life is doing pretty good. I've been trying to sleep away this cold but every time I lay down I get this killer headache ; ; Well not gonna type much out today but I got some pics for everyone. When I start to feel better I'm gonna try to link games and stuff to my journal to make it more exciting. :D
Enjoy the pics.


Ok thought a few of you might like this. Me standing on Egy :D I like to pick on him.


Not a great pic but this is Opie becoming a member of the Ark Angels. :p



Look!!! Yep that's me... I killed his ass! Impossible to gauge black mage!
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As yall know today is my b/f and I's anniversary I won't be on the game tonight but I wish everyone the best of luck. I did get in game today and helped Zeo get Ying Yang robe which is kick ass. /clap! Besides that its just another Kiari day... being sick... LOL. That is one thing you will hear alot in my journal I am sick like every week for a few days. I think its the change of weather here. I'm not used to it. Since today is my anniversary I won't be typing alot just wanted to say that today is a very happy day for me and I love my b/f more than anyone could imagine. Also tomorrow is the St. Patties Day Parade so I will be in game later in the evening.... sounds funny but this will be my first St. Patties Day Parade I've been to. Odd huh? Wow I'm a sheltered person!?! So basicly I'm doing great having a very happy and loving personal life and an amazing in game life with Vibe. Everyone in the ls is so warming and welcoming I would have to say that EVERYONE from the ls has sent me a private /tell welcoming me and I really appreciate that. Well I'm going to go spend quality time with my baby.
<3 Kiari
Here's some pics from my earlier days.

I'm so purrrty!


Damn look @ that ass... yeah first Jorgy and he liked me alot.


And one of me and my baby... go ahead... on three... 1 2 3 AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

Yet another day of being sick. Went to bed last night with a soar throat and was thinking I would just wake up soar. Hell no that wasn't the case. I woke up with my throat swollen to the point that I couldn't even get water down. I slept till around 1:00pm and got up to play some FFXI.... but just as I'm in Boyada Tree skilling up staff with Iniin and some others my Spy ware decides that it doesn't like FFXI running and boots me out. So since I was feeling like shit in the first place I just went back to sleep and woke up to send my b/f a instant message. He ended up having some issues with one of his employes so he got out late. I was basicly wanting him to bring me a blizzard from Diary Queen something nice and cold to make my throat feel better but when he gets home to my surprise no Diary Queen.... what's up with that? Any who, He went to the store while he was out to get me some medicine but they wouldn't sell him Nyquil (sp) due to the fact that he didn't have an Illinois Drivers License... WTF.... they would let him buy his other prescriptions that are narcotics... no they aren't bad but point is how can they refuse someone from getting medicine when they are sick? Other than being sick I had a rather great day once my b/f got home. Tomorrow is our 3 month anniversary (yes we celebrate that :D) so I may not post or might not get in game. Well its getting late and I'm feeling a bit shitty ... Good night!
<3 Kiari

All right! I had a very intresting day yet alone a stress full few days. Lets see where to begin, the past few days my work life has been stressful. So many thing have to be done and yet there is no time to do them. Haven't been getting much sleep due to the work life >.<; OH! I recently joined Vibe and I'm enjoying it alot got to kill Kirin 2 times last weekend. Yuriku has been so sweet and I really enjoy having people to talk to in game. I also dinged 75 blm/whm... about damn time! :D Gonna take brd next I think and static with my b/f's character. Yeah.... we do alot of things together its rather odd if you find us not together... should be worried if you do LOL! .... So I've talked about my home life with my man <3 and my game life... and trying to figure out how to work this LJ thing and how to create cool backgrounds but I'm blonde and not very computer smart so I'll let a friend of mine show me later. So excuse the boring background. You are gonna see alot of pics of the cutiest baby ever, my newest niece Ashlynn she is a miracle baby. She was born Feb. 14 (awww so cute right?) and was over 2 months early and only weighed 3 lbs 4 oz. She was doing ok the first few days but later she went into heart failure ; ; they learned she has this thing where one side of her heart is much bigger than the other and its over working itself. They aren't real sure what they want to do about it but they are doing everything possible. She is back in Texas where I'm normally from so my b/f and I are gonna make a trip back home so I can see my family and play with the new baby. We are also gonna get a boxer puppy soon... YEAH! I'm so excited can't wait. I'll post pics about the baby and my game life and yes yes yes puppy pics when I find one I want. I'll stop typing for today before I bore yall too much. Hope you enjoy learning about my life and who I am and hopefully people can begin to understand who I am and what I'm about.
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